Will miss you baby
Only for you -
It was the first time, I held you n my palms
Delighted enough to see you, and I felt to calm
Before even I could taste the happiness,
Doctor said sorry she can't walk,
I had butterflies in my stomach
For a minute, I lost ability to talk
"Why you of all" I looked at you and cogitated,
It felt like full stop after the dreams for which I awaited
I didn't give up,
I never asked why
Made up my mind
Not to cry
You were god's blessing
There was no doubt
God sent me a special one
And I was very proud
You were different
And so were we
Looking after you
Made us more caring
And we built a world,
With your giggles and laughs
Our life was gratified
And there were no gaps
Some steps I carried you
For some I supported
And I saw you walking on your own
My heart said "I knew, I knew"
I was so ecstatic
Seeing the progress graph
And suddenly a storm
No petals, only thorns
Anxious me, shattered
Begging for those moments
To re-live again
Not to go through igniting pain
Dead ………..
No!!! I don’t intend
To hear or see a nightmare
I can’t believe “Like this, it comes to an end”
No more excitement and naughty lies,
No more lovely voice,
No more facial cute gestures
No more buttering and tears
No more the laughs
No more calling out “Amma”
From you, my dear
Sure!! The life moves on
With a wound, never curable
He handed you to me and
he called you back
I am the one with empty lap
he called you back
I am the one with empty lap
Just wanted to tell you be happy and well
My little angel please take care!!
-Just tried to capture her mother's heart
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