Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Happiess of SouL

have u ever had the taste of happiness...??? it is more than just smiling....once u smile, n then u just feel like smiling forever.....its like being a kid at heart....may be its the kid within u giggles from heart n then u just dont want to give away the smile...it doesn't require a great reason....may be just another small one wud make smile.....but thats more than enough....coz it' ll make ur day completely!!!!

u feel fresh, u feel naughty, u feel on top of this world....or may be the world doesnt exist at all....because u are already lost in ur own world....wow!!! what a feeling! don't know how to describe in words.....may be someone else could describe it...but i am not able to do it so well... (n I am happy to say, thts y those ppl are called experts) anyways....i call it "The happiness experienced by the soul"...its definitely much beyond a smile..its long lasting...n it lifts ur mood like anything....i felt like dancing(n i swear i danced a little on the road.. ;) ), my heart was singing...so it was kind of automatic.....i felt like singing aloud..n i was...because i believe thats the advantage of being wid ur loved ones....neither they mind whatever u do....nor u think abt how wud they feel....

this year's first rain....a walk at night, a perfect one to remember for the rest of my life...wet road..yellow lights, reflecting on roads appearing as golden carpets, the smell of soil....its heaven...n while having a walk, feeling the raindrops on ur body...as refreshing as the conversation..as refreshing as the hot coffee during rains ...a suitable topic...giggles.... just enjoying the comfort level (so many years' friendship is the reason [TOUCH WOOD!!] )...not caring for anything else...no disturbance...no tensions...no stress...a smooth moving conversation just as a never-ending road......talking about crushes we have had :) n we share :( ....n just cherishing some old memories.... i felt like time has taken us back in the past... 5-6 years back.........truly amazing feeling...

i remembered old days...school days....when we used to hold hands n go together to school....shared almost everything....from secrets to grudges to gossips to crazy dreams to tiffins.....jumped into roadside ponds....getting wait in rains...our school was just 10 mins away from our places.....n we used to take half an hour or to walk down....golden day n golden memories...so many of them...one day..if possible ...i ll write a book on those...love u dear!!! n thank for the most wonderful night :) !!!

may be thats called the QUALITY TIME!!!!

Sunday, May 3, 2009

The eve time

sitting by my window in the eve...sun is ready to set n night is to arrive ...
wind passing by my side, tickling my hair...leafs rustle as they swing with the air...
its not yet dark...nature, in its own ways ,leave marks...


street lights turned on...birds started chirping, my eyes lookin outside window n mind thinking...
eyes trying to catch the way nature changes after each moment ...so easily absorbing its own changes...


the sun throwing its shades at sky n sky takes them all in...without complaints , grudges, n cribbing.. it reflects sunset colors as if on a canvas painting..

one moment ago it was directing to east ,now as the mood changed so changed the direction of the wind...its a such a pleasant atmosphere trying to teach so many things...

Thank you :)

Too many things to say...i thank god for each day....
when faced wid difficulties, i crib, i cry, but i still live, never wish to die...
i know i m weak many times,but as i hv been confronting problems i m stronger each time...
i thank god for giving me birth, i thank god for this beautiful earth...
i thank god for giving me millions of opportunity to prove my worth...
i have learned a lot of things, and still a long way to go,
i have seen myself growing n the way others grow..
i have learnt to accept my mistakes n i have learnt to respect other's strength
but i m still trying to trust my decisions n have faith in my strengths...
its difficult to accept changes n move on in life....
the moment i adapt to a change...life takes for another ride....
thts the way life goes on.....changes , acceptance, adjustment n happiness...
if i pass the phase...i'll learn to live life in the Best way...!!!