Because I love u....

Your mischief...ur naughty behaviour...ur unavoidable shaitani....
I jus get so fed up....but when i turn to u to shout...i stop ...because i love u...

so many times u hurt....urself or me...
I turn back to say ... "I had told u!! see!!!"
but again I pause n cant say what i wish...
because i love u ..I retrieve...

When u come to me n kiss me,
when I take u in my arms,
the way I feel,
Even though its tiring ,
m satisfied to run after u to feed u meals.

My baby...like a delicate flower,
Your love is like a rainy shower,
ur giggles are so pure...
That is why
Mumma loves you unreasonably dear!!

A dream.....unfulfilled..

Sitting in my room..so many thoughts jus peep in mind n go away...but there is some thought..standing in one corner of the mind...without moving..jus stable...waiting for me to notice it. With full patience...its jus there..

N ya ....(obviously) i did notice it as I am describing it. As i could feel it clearly now...let me ask u Thought...what are u exactly..?? from where did u come..??? i dint even know when u entered my mind n when did u take over my life...? are u just a thought or more than that- a dream..a passion...a change i wish to see...?? I cribbed about it..i cried...i asked God n I prayed for it...

Yes, u were just a thought...but u have made the best place in the heart now...now u have become a dream for which I can sleep forever...a passion for which I can do anything n everything...A change, in which i imagined myself with u...i perceived u as the person, who wud change my life...

but even before u enter my life...jus a thought of u have changed it.. I enjoy each moment when i think of u...its jus like swinging back n forth...faster n faster...n feeling the air on ur face...that kind of feeling of adequacy...

I enjoy as the kids do, while making castles in the sand....
kids...they involve themselves fully while making a castle n then get attached to it so much that they dont want to leave the beach....I hope my castle of dreams never breaks...!!!