From a Last stage cancer Patient's point of view

Beneath the blue sky,
under the shining twinkling colorful tiny stars,
may angels travel down today
in her cloudy car,

May they come down
with god's message,
A message through a sage,
a consent of seeing myself aged.

I hope that each night,
I pray for less pain, less hopeless thoughts,
direct death is what I ask for at the end
& again I fear death cause of emotional investment.

Is it really my age to go?
before even getting someone know??
red roses, those cute talks,
thousand wishes, n many walks..

I am just surrounded by nurses,
& others similar kinds,
Depressing white color will turn me blind,
Yes, some flowers get in sometimes , having "get well soon" tags.

Why should I live in such a turmoil state?
I know I am blessed who will make me forget the pain
For them, I shall live, for them, I shall enjoy!
For them I shall smile, not shedding tears and not asking why!!

Romance

Romance doesn't mean a touch or physical closeness,

It means expression of love through few words while walking down miles,

Which will make each other smile, 

And last for more than "a while".

Romance means at 30, peeping out of workload, busy schedule and files.

Making efforts of keeping the love alive.

Romance doesn't mean saying I love you everyday,

Matters when one is being able to say it after a fray.

Yes, it's about the endless hugs and kisses as well,

But only after your souls finally jell !!