have u ever had the taste of happiness...??? it is more than just smiling....once u smile, n then u just feel like smiling forever.....its like being a kid at heart....may be its the kid within u giggles from heart n then u just dont want to give away the smile...it doesn't require a great reason....may be just another small one wud make smile.....but thats more than enough....coz it' ll make ur day completely!!!!
u feel fresh, u feel naughty, u feel on top of this world....or may be the world doesnt exist at all....because u are already lost in ur own world....wow!!! what a feeling! don't know how to describe in words.....may be someone else could describe it...but i am not able to do it so well... (n I am happy to say, thts y those ppl are called experts) anyways....i call it "The happiness experienced by the soul"...its definitely much beyond a smile..its long lasting...n it lifts ur mood like anything....i felt like dancing(n i swear i danced a little on the road.. ;) ), my heart was singing...so it was kind of automatic.....i felt like singing aloud..n i was...because i believe thats the advantage of being wid ur loved ones....neither they mind whatever u do....nor u think abt how wud they feel....
this year's first rain....a walk at night, a perfect one to remember for the rest of my life...wet road..yellow lights, reflecting on roads appearing as golden carpets, the smell of soil....its heaven...n while having a walk, feeling the raindrops on ur body...as refreshing as the conversation..as refreshing as the hot coffee during rains ...a suitable topic...giggles.... just enjoying the comfort level (so many years' friendship is the reason [TOUCH WOOD!!] )...not caring for anything else...no disturbance...no tensions...no stress...a smooth moving conversation just as a never-ending road......talking about crushes we have had :) n we share :( ....n just cherishing some old memories.... i felt like time has taken us back in the past... 5-6 years back.........truly amazing feeling...
i remembered old days...school days....when we used to hold hands n go together to school....shared almost everything....from secrets to grudges to gossips to crazy dreams to tiffins.....jumped into roadside ponds....getting wait in rains...our school was just 10 mins away from our places.....n we used to take half an hour or to walk down....golden day n golden memories...so many of them...one day..if possible ...i ll write a book on those...love u dear!!! n thank for the most wonderful night :) !!!
may be thats called the QUALITY TIME!!!!
I know what u mustve been feeling. its like u walking in the first rains of the year, with ur best friend, reminiscing and just having pure fun. and the rain does nothing to quell ur happiness. its like this connection, a bond, with the rains and the monsoon. No matter what mood i am in, the moment it starts raining, im so in awe of the beauty around me tht i forget every single thought and jus enjoy the bliss
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